Do the people on your buddylist im you? Only one person ever ims ME...i always im other people. i guess im just annoying. All you had to do was tell me. I stopped writing petry... I havent been enspired...i dont wright alot, mostly stuff comes to me when im doing chores or on my nightly strolls about the neighborhood. I think my years between high school and college will be the best time of my life. MetroCon will be nice. I plan to but alot of manga and 2 more scrolls. I think im gonna be alone for a long long time...and thats fine with me. Ill just keep getting stronger. Ive been blocking all kinds of affection for 4 years and i cant keep doing it. If someone close to me died...the closest person too me probably being my own father. I wouldnt cry...i would feel sorrow...thats life. My way of life and my way of thinking makes me a very sadistic person. But thats ok because if anyone really gives a damn they dont tell me. It makes life easy to, i dont have to worry about pain.well thats enough of that. Just know that whateever you see of me isnt real. Just a calculated personality. Im gonna be surfing over Deviant alot more.